
12-14-2006, 04:15 AM
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Can't Sleep Now!!!
What are you going to have to think about
When you lie awake and can’t sleep at night.
Pretty things that are well said—
It’s nice to have them in your head.
i think i have gone mad i dont know how i feel and how to explain this love that i have for him. I told him that he has to make a choice about marrying me and i hope that he has chose me.
I wanna be the reason why he smiles. To get to him I would walk a million miles. I wanna be the one that loves and holds him through the years. I wanna be the reason he cries those happy tears. I wanna be the reason he wakes up happy every morning. I wanna be the one whose arms he runs to for comfort. I wanna be the reason he smile when he sees my face. I wanna be the reason why he feel safe.
Today I’m missing him, our conversations, and our company that kept each other from loneliness. I keep up looking up at the moon & praying to hear his voice once more. I feel lost without him; the moonlight is not enough to help me home. I cry to the moon because it's the only thing around to hear me. I’m cold & afraid, yet I deny my true feelings to others. I feel like there’s nothing left, inside me, I’m empty & around me is just a smug of life that lives. Remembrance of his touch, his kiss, his dark eyes, his laugh, & his words; oh his words so powerful! My other half has disappeared; all that's left is the moon & the light it bears!
I can’t believe it…I have fallen in love with him and now I want him more than anything….he is great and I love him to bits……..I can now tell you that love is neither a feeling nor an addiction. Love is a choice which is built or torn down by a series of related choices. I know it is possible to crave the feelings you experience when seemingly falling in love or infatuated with another. It is like an emotional high(a drug you might say) that you crave. The more you experience it the more you crave it. I've had personal experience in this before. So, I definitely have to say it's addictive.
I know that it was bad how he approached me at first but now I know that love is knowing all about someone’s past and present, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person. Love is about trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of. Love is a feeling that makes you feels comfortable and safe with someone, but still gets weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.
I have to see him everyday now ‘cos I miss him a lot if I don’t see him……..he always waits for me to walk past the shop to wave a ‘HELLO’ to him or even go in to give a kiss or a hug. My past life has been really bad when I used to crave for love and now look I have found the love that I wanted and I’m not going to let it get away from me that easily. I have always thought to myself that I would never find the love that I want but WOOOW I have found it.
share ur view with me!!!
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